WTF: Rise & Fall

If you’re going down, make sure you have something soft to land on.

Real Games

Time to feel.

One day you’ll know my heart
When you see my face
And everything will make sense
We’re not that far apart

We’re just different
We believe in different things
Yet I understand your every plan
I wish you’d fill me in & not just expect me to play along
Sure I know my role, but I won’t do as I’m told
Its not fair, its not right to stand for something just to give up the good fight
I’ve laid it all out time & again
Nothings changed except the pain that I’m dealt

One day you’ll know my heart
When you see my face
And everything will make sense
And I won’t feel alone

And when you forget
To tell me that I’m beautiful
To tell me something true
You fill me with regret
And all that is left is me alone with my hand wrapped around a phone
I’m not taking your calls
I’m done taking the fall

My troubles are too far
While this song’s in my veins
I’m dancing just to move on

One day you’ll know my heart
When you see my face
And everything will make sense
And I won’t feel alone

Yeah I’m a loser cus I don’t play to win
I don’t want to play those games
I just want something real
Time to feel

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The Lowest Point

I’m on my way down to the bottom for what I hope will be the last time
It can’t get much more difficult than it is
But I’ve been wrong before
Right now a breaking point sounds like a good vacation
Tomorrow I’ll be drinking to keep myself from thinking about me
Nothing seems the same & familiar means nothing when you don’t recognize what you’re seeing

Show me a way, make me find a better way
Do me a favor, don’t let me go without knowing where we stand

I don’t want to be alone, but I must be cus I’m out here on my own
Oh, there must be a silver lining & I can’t see it cus I’m running blind
These tears are tearing me up inside
Breaking down the walls I try so hard to hide behind
Its easier to seem so strong inside a house of stone before the storm

Blow me away, take me down to a better day
Take me away, wake me up to a better person

Morning light find a way into this room in my heart
Been up all night worrying about what tomorrow brings
Can’t see a thing & I don’t know if I really want to
Being blind isn’t freedom when blinding freedom comes with a clear destination
And company isn’t cheap when the company you keep isn’t worth a damn
So maybe being on my own is a blessing, but I hope that you will bless me with your presence from time to time my friend

Show me a way, make me find a better way
Blow me away, take me down to a better day

I’m on my way down to the bottom for what I hope will be the last time

Do me a favor, don’t let me go without knowing where we stand
Take me away, wake me up to a better person

NOTE:
I just wrote this 10 minutes ago as I was about to fall asleep, after being awake for the last 3 hours. Insomnia has its perks… Sometimes.

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Cure

You’re supposed to make me happy.
So why do I feel this way?
I can’t be this divided.
So I introduced you into my system & let you have your way.
You’re getting better at making me lose track of the days.
Spent one too many resting while the world kept spinning round.
As times changed, so did I.
Each hour passing slowly put me at ease.
Every sound a distraction, giving me something to focus on besides this pain.
I took comfort in your release & found levity in this situation.
Tomorrow I’ll do better with you inside of me.
Tomorrow I’ll be better because I have to be.

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Quotes: Noir

“I have to find myself in the darkness.
Or rather I have to find the darkness within me.” – Kirika Yuumura

“A wounded beast only sees its own pain.” – Mireille Bouquet