Something I’ve Always Wanted To Say

Hi love,

Just wanted to say that I’m on my way now and that I can’t wait to be with you. Let’s put a movie on tonight and enjoy each others company. I have to warn you though, I’m feeling frisky because you looked so good when last I saw you. We might have to pause the movie as I lay you down on the sofa and do something nice & naughty that I’ve been wanting to do to you all day.

Afterwards, we can watch the rest of the movie, or maybe we’ll just go for a nice walk to calm down. I love the way your arm wraps around mine so easily while you rest your head on my shoulders as we slowly walk. It just feels so good to be next to you.

Selfishly, I’m looking forward to falling asleep next to you while feeling your warmth against mine.

NOTE:
This was a note that I had written after waking from a dream with the intention of sending it to someone special, but I never did for some reason or another. It’s amazing what I find in my old email drafts.
I wonder if I’ll ever have the balls or heart to send something like this to someone now? This is the type of honesty that usually gets me in trouble, haha…sigh.

Hmm, I wonder.

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Dark Love

Long nights, short breaths while I make you mine.
Even in the dark I can see through you.
All we need is time to do some damage.

Believe You Me

What do I have to do to move on again?
Never knew I missed so much.
Always thought I was wrong when I knew I was right.
Hesitation becomes contagious when loss becomes your only tie to home.
People are going to think that we’re fools.
They’re gonna hide and seek us out when they’re ready to bring us down.
But I’m not ready to fall and break my crown.
I’m not ready to give up.
Now I’m climbing boxes and opening memories that should’ve been stored until you were ready.

Take It From Me

This morning I saw her, but something was different.
So strong and stable, gone in a whisper.
Her life had left her with none of her own, and I had to pick up the pieces.
I could never say enough to clear the path to her freedom, but I’ll try anyway until it’s crystal clear just how good she was to me.
We die from all of the passionate distress that we try to hold back.
It’s too much to hold in and there’s too little to stop us from going overboard.

Kenna – Be Still (For Mishele)

This is for my friend that has just lost someone near and dear to them.
We’re here for you always love.
Be still.